Friday, October 31, 2008

this is halloween..

I hate it when I can't sleep. I watch funny movies, I take the melatonin, read, do anything but turn off the light... even though I know I need to, even though I know I need to be up in less than five hours.

Did you know that I'd afraid of the dark?? Yep, 24 and afraid of the dark. You think I'm joking, but I'm very much serious.

There is also a fear of being in a house alone, which I will be doing tomorrow, in the dark, on Halloween. Cue eerie sounding music. At least I'll have the kiddos in costume and a bucket of jaw breakers and smarties.

Rabbit in the Moon is tomorrow night too... I really want to go, but it's not worth $150.00 in cab fare and admission it would take to make that happen. Reason number 938742374 that Houston sucks without a car or network of friends.

Eh, I'm sure there's a "it's probably for the best" somewhere in me staying home. Staying away from the night life, the temptation to over do it (like I've been known to a time or two.) Well, I have been doing that, and guess what? It didn't work, I still over did it. Maybe if I got out and lived a little I wouldn't feel so down all the time, and feel the need to escape at home. I miss dancing.

2 comments:

Sean Sparks said...

I miss you.

You should take a bus to Austin to see Shpongle. I'm doing a road trip. Might bring Heather, too.

Also, lol @ okcupid. I bet if I expand my search parameters you'll come up as a match.

-Sean

Angi B. said...

Bus to Austin would be more expensive than cabbing it downtown. I'd still have to cab it downtown to the bus station, then pay the bus man, then pay entry fees, and food, and and and I'll never have a car at that rate. Come get me. There is still time. We can make it to Austin by 10 pm if you leave now.

Sweet. Let's find each other on there and internet talk dirty. Or just call me and we can talk for real dirty. You know, whatevs.