I'm having a mid semester slump. I don't want to study, I'm waiting until the last minute to do homework and mid-term papers, I'm allowing myself to think a B or C is okay because I made A's on the last two tests. Bad thinking.
I started a new job this week. That's 5 in 4 months. Go me. Back to corporate restaurant hell, but hey it's full time and close to the house and will help me get to my goal of a car faster. I couldn't work at the dance studio full time, so I had to move on, and the other job I didn't want to work full time... I was drinking way to much for it. I might still go in from time to time though.
I need a plan, like where I'm going to live and go to school at the end of the semester. Part of me wants to go home, back to Dallas and comfort, and family, but another part says get my own apartment here and keep going to Lonestar for another semester, take it easy a little while longer. I don't know what the right decision is for me just yet, but I really need to get it figured out soon.
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It'd be so easy to go back, I know. Even I've had all these thoughts about how leaving Dallas might have been a mistake, especially when things aren't going so well day-to-day - days when I miss my network of friends, the LBs, even my parents-in-law. But then I remind myself why I had to leave - because I wanted to do new things, become something better than what I was. It was stagnant in Dallas, even thought it was comfortable. It may be hard to move forward, but you owe it to yourself to recognize your own potential and move forward. Once you do that, the rest will come naturally. At least, I hang onto that.
Angie b. Lovely
well well sounds like alot of us Dallas ladies took off this latter part of the year, for personal and family and life reasons.
Im in Ol San Antonio for the winter (maybe snow) i really wish it was so.
IN the last 6 months I havent had a single job just living the life of a broke joke in the mote of my own throat, and really loving it.'
I was so happy for you over the summer, hearing about your dance classes and such. ( it really was a dream come true for you)
I do miss that bounce red head of yours, and wonderfully vivaciously vicious spirit,. Always ready and roaring for the moment,
Maybe that is it the one, {me} [you](who ever) embracing all the ups and downs,
which (we) know in the right rooms is all you ever need.
Keep the chin high as well as the heart in keen position,.
the day Dallas sees all our faces again, it just may be ready., (or better yet I will be) Andy Warhol
"as soon as you stop wanting something it always comes back to you"
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